Hassig

I’ve been get­ting worse at this con­sis­tent design thing. I thought it would make me bet­ter, more cre­ative, but I feel so dry, so unmo­ti­vated right now. I do think it has helped, but in a more tech­ni­cal sense. On that note, I have been telling myself all day to put some thoughts on paper (or blog, not the same but close enough).

Some­times I won­der why I blog at all, but deep down I think I know. I really do love shar­ing things with friends and peers, but for the most part I think I would still have a blog if I never had a sin­gle vis­i­tor. Some­times I just need to write stuff out, and paper is prob­a­bly bet­ter, there’s some­thing spe­cial about phys­i­cally writ­ing it out in your own hand­writ­ing, but sim­i­lar prin­ci­ples are at work here.

There has been so much on my mind lately. Work seems to hit me in very large waves. I don’t feel like I have the nec­es­sary skills at times nor the time to learn. Try­ing to bud­get. To plan. To pos­si­bly buy a house, mean­ing find a real­tor, look, bud­get… Prepar­ing for a wed­ding and all the things that go with, with a fiance that lives in a dif­fer­ent city. I think the worst thing of all is the close friends I have in my life are hun­dreds of miles away, mean­ing I often don’t have that out­let to share my thoughts, feel­ings, ect ect. At least not at the same level from for­mer times. I sup­pose that’s why I’m express­ing here, let­ting some­thing out.

Any­way, over­all things have been quite good. There’s so many rea­sons to be thank­ful. I find it chal­leng­ing even writ­ing this though because as I do there are so many thoughts basi­cally knock­ing each other down, try­ing to get out, like the open­ing of a pop­u­lar woman’s store on black fri­day. I should really let them out more. Well, if you man­aged to read all of this non­sense then thanks, and I appre­ci­ate your con­cern, or inter­est, or bore­dom, or what­ever it might be that would keep to read this drib­ble. As always, I wel­come your com­ments (except for spam­mers, that’s get­ting old).

- jason

Day 13… thanks for stop­ping by.

Very small changes to a stock photo, i think maybe day 13 will be an addi­tion to this…

Feels a bit of throw­back to my search for a good stock photo then call it a wrap days. Oh well, I sup­pose you could argue an eye for con­cepts… or just chalk it up to time or lazi­ness, what­ever. (edit. appar­ently I spelled soli­tude wrong, /shrug)

Yes, its a for­mula… an incom­plete view, like any­one knows the whole thing anyway…

I think this is the quick­est that some­thing has popped in my head since I started this thing.

GAAA! Why did I pick ‘thoughts’ as a daily theme. Any­way, here’s day 7. I’m kinda won­der­ing if maybe like one big project a week would be bet­ter than this 5-10min daily thing, well I mean, I know the longer project would prob­a­bly look bet­ter, but which one would help me grow more. Maybe I need to start read­ing again… Any­way, here it is.

My daily design #5… though I skipped a day or two, ugh who knows. Any­way here’s the lat­est, let’s just call it day 6, as if I started on time any­way. Some of these designs look thrown together… they some­what are since I nor­mally give myself 5-15min to do them, though there is some hon­est thoughts behind them. As long as I’m typ­ing, this has been more chal­leng­ing that I expected, par­tially in the dis­ci­pline of doing it daily but more in hav­ing to sit down and just come up with an idea, a design, based on a loose theme with almost no para­me­ters, all in a quick time­frame. Any­way, day 6 (sorta).

For­got about it yes­ter­day… but I sup­pose I can just do two today. I’m find­ing the “thoughts” theme chal­leng­ing… oh well.